i am begining to understand that you can't have faith without trusting, and you cant trust without faith! so many times i find myself attempting to trust God but not having the faith i need to completely believe He has everything in control! i think about this a lot because i find it is a major issue with me to completely trust the one who loves me more then my small mind can ever comprehend. as this year of my life is drawing to a close, i have been thinking about what i want in my life for this next year;
#1. i want a deeper relationship with Christ then i'v had, even then this year
#2. i want to learn to trust more, to have a very real faith in Christ
#3. last but not least i want to gain more of Christs life in mine. i want to learn how to think and act like Him. i want people to not see me but to see Him. its not about me, its not about you...its ALL about Him! "i dont wanna go through the motions. i dont wanna go one more day, without your all-consuming passion inside of me. i dont wanna spend my whole life askin', what if i'd given everything".
i also want to thank God for being my everything...my HERO, and my lover!!!
